I was at a party having a gala time, when a thought came to my mind..."My dear, we need to catch up"....It was about time to withdraw myself from the worldly deeds, my conscience was wanting me to get back in the space which belonged to none but me.
Space where I was all within me, there is no darkness nor is there any kind of a illuminating lights. It was me just drifting into emptiness. It was my comfort zone where i need no guard nor was i was in absolute surrender. I get withdrawn from everything that surrounds me than even if the worlds on fire, i did snub it. Its like you don't want to be disturbed, you are detached feel no love or remorse or pain, you are just plain rational wanting nothing to affect you.
this usually happens when the Conscience is disturbed by a certain set of events or actions, which are intended by the conscious or the subconscious mind.(this might be our own or someone elses action). You cannot stop any thought from entering your mind but you can train your mind to indulge in only those thoughts which will benefit you. I believe an untrained mind can lead to irrational addictions, obsessiveness or behaviour.
The more you ponder the more you get obsessed with the thought, you are certain that you have your actions under control, but you are highly mistaken, one subconscious act can let out whats on your mind, Just like a small leak in the Dam can cause a flood...if its not fixed in time.To identify the leak you need to keep going back to the dam and physically examine it at regular intervals.
Conscience is that constant check, absorbing from the surrounding. Its the wise guy wanting you not to get influenced with the exterior set of norms but will create an awareness and help you to judge by your own terms.When I say own terms we have all imbibed by some spiritual or religious values by now.
When we are all by our self we are then corresponding with our conscience, when you do good you conscience is well aligned and you feel lighter, but when you reason out with your conscience that is where you have to failed to fix the leak and some day it will be a cause of a disastrous flood.You will have no control over it, your mind will be restless and will look outward for guidance.
When we listen to our conscience, we are aware of our state, our thoughts,our actions. Now we analyse keeping our morals and ethics in place (own terms)and realise. Conscience helps us to make a choice for which our mind will be ready to face the consequence. Good Or Bad you mind is ready to face it and that mental state helps you in getting on with life with no remorse.
When we are aligned with our Conscience, we feel more close to GOD and there is a sense of contentment no matter what situations life throws up.
Yes, I have been reading a lot on spiritual and philosophy ;) but there is this one book that set the impact, especially its biography on yudhishthira. The book is called The difficulty of being Good by Gurucharan Das.I now consider it in my most treasured collection and will easily recommend it to anyone who like to have good insight into Dharma.
To end well, I cannot close this chapter without quoting my favorite personality Albert Einstein "Never go against you conscience, even if the state demands it".
Till I get hit by another idea, the sweet devil recommends you to get your conscience checked, its the best thing you can do for you.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
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